a routine. I wonder what the future will feel like,
being stuck in this spiral staircase finally ending at
the top just to find yourself falling off the edge.
And before you know it, its as though you weren't even
there to begin with.
There's a fine line between discipline and plain stupidity.
Currently, I'm on the extreme side of the latter.
All pictures & photos are to be removed from my cupboard.
My cupboard has been emptied into my bag, leaving two
items; My toothbrush and toothpaste.
Four finger spacings from the left, two from the front.
Windows are to be at a fourty five degree angle.
Rationale? So that I can demand the same standard
from my men in future. Congratulations, I've found
the secret formula to being a leader.
Good day.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:50:00 PM
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Do you ... ?
It's all coming back to haunt me now.
Punching that calculator of mine, scribbling all
over my notebooks and the untidy notes in my file.
My spots will never change. I've got some tests next week
and I'm bound to flunk them. Shouldn't I know better to suffer
now and enjoy later? I do.
But things just dont get into my brain.
As you've probably found out by now, Thomas is a very visual
person. Pictures mean the world to him. Numbers are asswipe.
His creativity hasn't really seen the world and courage to try
was never in his dictionary. Deemed as "moderately cautious",
he trys to pick up new things, yearns to see the world, but wishes
time and resources were somewhere within reach.
Too many mistakes, too little time.
So many chances, just too blind to see.
Return me my freedom, I've no wish to go on.
Pride is just a show. Those that believe, are just too naive.
From the moment they met,
their passion for each other was certain.
Such certainty is beautiful.
But Uncertainty is beautiful still.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 5:43:00 PM
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