There was this waking call urging me to do something.
Camera in hand, loitered around the arrival halls.
One day, I wish to take pictures of people with emotion,
expression and faces.
I still don't have the courage to raise the camera to my eye
and fire off into people's faces. Teach me!
I had convinced myself that nothing would stop me.
Little did I realise that the arrival halls were jam packed
with people. Yipes.
Countless opportunities or a major hurdle?
oh well.
Seeya.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:59:00 AM
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During my short stint overseas, I've discovered that my life
doesnt even have a single tinge of self-discipline or determination.
Given the choice to walk the edge of the cliff or just off it,
I'd always take the easy way out; take the plunge.
The whole experience stills swirls in my mind when I've
time to kill and it haunts me, that I could have had done more.
It turns back time forcing me to reflect on the past.
What would have happened if I had studied harder in secondary school?
Then comes the smack of reality.
It doesnt matter!
I wonder if a miracle happens and I get accepted into university,
will history repeat?
Then again, what should I study? What CAN I study?
If all else fails, all my hopes are on SIA.
I have a dream. Many dreams.
But how strong am I to make any of that happen?
All talk and no action.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 7:17:00 PM
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Use your brain, you can't sell it. 
Wandering around as the wind blows, I finally found
the door "B1-46". It creeked open to reveal a cramp and
messy interior; there were stacks of documents, piles of files
and cubicles which the staff worked at.
A lady ushered me into this file cluttered room and showed me the
ropes. Practically just getting aquainted with more and more files.
Takin' them up and puttin' em' down.
THIS SUCKS.
Will sweating it out in the jungle be more meaning than this?
How is it possible that people are able to go through this shit
for 2 years?
Then comes the people that I find it just impossible to click with.
The clerks start yakking about computer games and talk about me
when Im just a wall away!
"Who's the new guy?"
"some airforce dropout i think."
"What's new?"
You little typewritinggeekywaterbottlesweatermessyhair freak!!!
I guess no one will really understand what something is about
till they actually go through it.
It gave & it took away.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:46:00 PM
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