Friday, September 29, 2006
Always the black, never the white.

Its really weird that I feel outta place in
class. I usually just sit around listening
to conversations and laughing occasionally.
Im puzzled as to why I just cannot click with
the guys. Are the age differences just to big?
there's this guy who's born in 1987 and he's
so freaking childish. Most of the things he
blabbers doesnt make sense.
When I try to join into conversations, it usually
ends at my turn to speak.
It could be that Im afraid of losing the friendship
i'll make in a few weeks. BMT is short enough, now
it could be possibly just 3weeks.
My officer told me that I was the introvert sort.
I couldnt believe it.
In BMT I'd always get punished for talking too much.
I need to sleep.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:44:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
The Journey Home.

While playing golf, place your focus on making the shot.
By driving all your attention toward avoiding the obstacles,
9 outta 10 times your shot will land in the water.
To focus on the positive side of things in life;
Believe in yourself;
Do your 120%;
I keep questioning myself how badly this chance
means to me, what I am willing to sacrifice to
get it.
How does it feel to be successful?
How does it feel to be hardworking?
How does it feel to know you can?
How does it feel to fly?
Dont wanna walk no more..
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 5:11:00 PM
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