Saturday, May 13, 2006

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My mind's heavy and my body weary.
I listen to my cousins discussing their
future ambitions with great detail even at
the tender age of 13. They put me to shame.

So many things I regret not doing or have done.
Every step in life is a building block
for one's character. I cannot see many blocks
in mine.

I have exactly 3 more weekends till D-day.

Im watching this show on channel 8.
This little boy's deaf and his mom's got
no money for a hearing aid.
she works her ass off, cleaning houses
but she gets raped by this bastard.
What the fuck man.
What the fuck.



[ Mosh the Toemato ] 11:47:00 PM

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Just after typing the post below,
I went for a jog. At least it was
supposed to be a jog. I found myself
increasing the pace as I went along.

To the point I was sprinting till my
fucking legs were moving faster than my
body.

Now, I can;t sleep.
Listening to random songs on pandora,
the stillness in the air,
the sweat beads down my back,
the churning acids in my stomach.
I don't feel like moving.

There're two orange bars
flashing at the taskbar. One's Ah fu,
the other's Nurul Aliah; Light of supremity.
I think her name's really cool, hope
my kids will have such powerful names as well.

She rockclimbs, plays soccer, runs, reads
and is totally crazy. A blast chatting to her.



[ Mosh the Toemato ] 12:22:00 AM

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Friday, May 12, 2006

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Pulau Ubin still proved itself as a rural getaway
for me. Exploring new routes up and down hills were
a huge plus.

I've always had a thing for the crisp crackling of
the rocks and sand under my feet. Well, life always
has a way about making an irony of things.
Probably in a few months time, this very sound I enjoy
so much would be the very grounds of my torture.
I will dread hearing it.

While swimming a few days ago, I tried to push myself
for another lap of freestyle. Oh, that really got to me.
I was so tired and thirsty, my body wouldnt move.

I was surrounded by water, the very thing my body desired
to have. But to open my mouth would be the biggest mistake.
Water that would saved me, might actually have killed me.

Some words were said to me today that really
struck me hard. Don't try to justify lies to me.
Ask yourself how many times I've paid for your
fucking 'no money' days.
Well, you'll probably not remember any of that.
Which explains the ungrateful act.

B u l l s h i t



[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:46:00 PM

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

<A vacuum.



In exactly one month, I will we eating, watching,
feeling, sleeping grass for two tumultuous years.

To be honest, everything still feels like a dream.
Fuzzy and surreal.

I finished my shower and i realised
the door was left ajar.

Grabbed a toothbrush, squeezed a generous load of
toothpaste and shoved it into my mouth. I paused and
wondered why the hell i was brushing my teeth when I
haven't even had dinner.

The bristles were extremely hard and stiff, which made me
realise I was using my brother's toothbrush instead.

I had sometime to rockclimb in the morning and then
started an aimless walk along the road. I hit little India
and continued till simlim tower. I had no idea what I was
doing there but went to the highest floor and down again.

I bought ice cream with bread and made way towards bugis.
Had lunch and went home. I realise this little red dot
has alot to offer.


I wanna ride in a trishaw.



[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:26:00 PM

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Monday, May 08, 2006

Lower pierce reservoir.
Anyone interested to try fishing
at this new location?
Jiawei and Ah fu please indicate your
off days. Hahah



[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:35:00 PM

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