Preparations for national service has begun. I sold my arowana last night. When I walked towards the tank, it began swimming extremely vigourously aganist the glass. When the buyer came, it seems lethargic.
It knew. At that moment in time, I felt like my body had been ran over by a lorry.
It didnt struggle while being bagged and I felt even more sorry.
I'll miss you.
Btw, fishing Kakis, I am proud to annouce that the last stingray is on an auction now and has hit a record price of $175! Let's just hope these bastards can be trusted.
I want to be creative. I want to have pictures that are decent enough to be submitted to a competition. I don't.
There's always a nagging voice in my head telling me how much i suck. and there's that experience when my cousin said "HUH you have a DSLR? for wad? take HDB ah?"
Oh. that really hurt. But i could only justify my ill gotten camera, saying that it'll be cheaper than film in the long run.
Others can produce miracles with the same thing in their hands. I? I want to shoot with feelings. Have I any?
I am often too afraid to do things and when opportunity slips right past my face, I wished otherwise.
One day... When? can I? Will I?
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:15:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
I've never fancied reading. This job is so boring that it has forced me into sourcing for books to read.
So far books i've read/reading: 1. Memoirs of a geisha 2. Memoirs of Lee Kuan Yew 3. Singapore, The Air-conditioned city 4. Angels and demons
Politics really isnt my favorite topic of all time but i thought i should at least know what all these elections are all about. Its a real mind drainer and I'd often have to drag myself to the next page.
Angels and demons, Dan brown. Its been such a long time since i read a novel and this was surprisely good. Each beginning chapter is as though you've spotted a really good looking lady in the distance and when you walk closer to her, it just reaffirms her beauty. Her soft flowy hair dances in the wind.
You get absolutely captivated by her stature, grace and her sparkling, brown eyes meet with yours for a split second. You crave for more, your pace starts increasing toward her.
Then she appears in front of you, her breath on your cheeks, eyes intwined with yours. Your heart freezes in that instant. She takes you by the hand and leads you through this tunnel - drowned in impeccable darkess.
I havent reached the end of the tunnel - yet.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:36:00 AM
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Monday, April 17, 2006
*picture removed for my own safety,.* Vacant Lot.
She came again, carrying the shampoo and shower foam that I agreed to buy from her. $45.
She shoved a stack of notes of the whole range of products she had into my hands. Talked for an hour and left.
"If you dont mind can i sms you once in a blue moon?"
sure.
The very next day, yesterday, I hadnt had a single customer and when the doors swung open, guess who?
Argh!! She's coming everyday now?! She came to thank me, repeat her life story thrice through and wanted to give me a blanket she used for her wedding.
WHAT THE????? hahahahahah you know those red blankets with the 'xi' words. gosh......
Then came the promoting of her products and before she left, "Thomas, if i could, i would very much like to have you as my brother."