Friday, December 16, 2005

Imagination.
Each time you walk past a closed door,
what goes through your mind?
Ever wondered what it'll be like it you had chose
to enter into that particular door?
What if?
Wouldnt that be nice?
I miss it.
The blood rushing through my viens, my
pulsating heartbeat rattling in my ears,
the sweat sliding down my face,
the fog in my mask each time i breathe,
the gun in my hands;
and finally my favorite - the terrifying warcry, assuring ending
and the sole sound wave that penetrates my blood thirsty mind. - the siren.
Its a drug, an addiction.
satisfy my hunger.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:30:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Robbed. Anguish.
We had such high hopes. We fought bravely. We won.
We lost.
"Almost wont get you there."
We crushed the first team in paintball but our overall timing was
too slow. I believe we all feel the same. Robbed of our championship!!!
hahaha
I salute the fearless men those fought by my side.
We shall be remembered in the memorial on the SAF website.
An everlasting experience.
All we can do is to let go. Or face the fate of the picture above.
Robbed of the body, yet chained in the soul.
$35 bucks anyone? Orchid country club!!! PAINTBALL REVENGE!!!!!
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:47:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
The spice in my life..
more pictures of the retreat at emily's blog.
When day breaks, I will be leading 3 brave young men into the frontline.
We will be putting our lives on the line for the greater good or the world.
Armed with guns, we shall bring forth the strength never seen before.
All that stand before us will be crushed.Taken apart.
This is Paintball.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:14:00 PM
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Monday, December 12, 2005
My pursuit for peace.
A wonderful weekend spent in sentosa. No, i wasnt at Zoukout.
I was just beside it. I am good at making myself sound cool huh?
I was safely sheltered inside my chalet while Zoukout was blasting music from sunset to sunrise. Drunk people, or so i believe, were actually screaming their shits off somewhere nearby. I peeked outta the door & not a soul in sight.
But they were pretty loud.
I was actually quite curious as what Zoukout was actually like. i mean it is Zoukout. Wahaha you always hear people exclaiming "eh tonite im going to chiong." or "tonite im going to chinablack".. and im supposed to go "WAH LAU, WAY COOL."
But the fact is, i've never been to a full fledged party in my life.
I had a huge bottle of abosolute vodka in my room though. Took a plunge into the turpentine and regretted it tremendously. fuck it tastes like hot shit. i added coke and it became like cough syrup. gosh.
Now you know why i dont set foot into parties.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:07:00 PM
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