[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:31:00 PM
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Its raining like hell outside.
My mum's shouting for some stupid reason
again. I really dont know how my dad takes it.
Life is not about telling others what you are.
If you are what you are, they will see it.
yet only through the mask everyone wears,
then one's true self will be revealed.
Do not believe what you see or what you hear.
believe what you feel.
i do hope it does not rain tmr.
for all that i have looked forward to
in this miserable week, is just that short
get away.
i sleep late, hopping from channel to channel searching
for a program tat's worth watching; sleep brings
tmr so quickly.
When will the rain stop?
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 11:23:00 AM
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I miss my secondary school life. Pure fun.Somehow i feel sec sch friends have the strongest bonds.
although we dont often meet.
We made teachers cry, laugh, shout. haha always hanging
around the neighbourhood for meegoreng in hope to see
girls walk by. wahahah gosh.
I got john legend's cd. its really great stuff!
This FYP is taking up every single day of my life.
My lecturer calls us the moment e clock strikes 8.30am.
comes to check on us again at lunch time, then in the
afternoon and at 5pm.
hahah its quite stressful to keep pushing on..
But i tink i will treat him to nasi bryani after i pass
out. wahaha
THOSE GOING FOR THE FISHING TRIP
THIS SUNDAY PLEASE INDICATE IF YOU WANT TO STAY
OVER. PLS REALISE THAT IF IT RAINS, WE ARE SCREWED.
NO FISHING RODS OR HOOKS? SAT AFTERNOON MEET AT BEACH
ROAD ARMY MARKET. THANK YOU.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 7:59:00 AM
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I really dont like pple to talk loudly or shout.
where I come home everyday to think i'd find peace
and serenity, i try to filter out unwanted noise.
Loud music drowns out everything.
Fight fire with fire.
Its strange that i find people
acting like a fucking angel in front of everyone
when actually they whip out knives once you
turn your back aganist them.
They slash you, dice you, pound you , grind you.
yet their victims are completely oblivious to the fact!
still affectionate terms are thrown around carelessly.
i feel so sad for them.
But who would believe me?
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:00:00 PM
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I was thinking last night,
Why are those teenage(17-20) girls working at the
pubs? some do have pretty faces.
My guess is, money.
Money makes the world go round aint it?
Those who say money isnt everything,
i wonder when an old lady comes up to u selling packet
tissues, do you wave her off or buy it? Even if you did
buy it, did you do it just to get rid of her?
What if that old lady came back to you the next day and
you found out she's your company's major shareholder or some
rich shit? would you be buying her tissue to wipe her ass now?
you can be anything you wanna be on the internet.
with money, you wont have to be anything.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 7:51:00 AM
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The night started as any evening would.2 of my old classmates picked me up from kallang mrt
for our eat crab session. Our destination, No signboard
seafood restaurant. 6 people, total bill = $382. omg.
I saw michelle chong and sharon aw there. wonder how they
eat the crab ah? celebs with dirty hands and mouths? hahah
Anyways, one of the guys is a bazooka man, one's a gangsterized
policeman, 2 BMT dudes and arron aw and me. a few didnt show up ya?
hahaha. Some had a appt to go Car racing. no idea how, but yes.
The rest had no suggestions except for china black or pubs. i was
wearing slippers so..
A Night In Arron Aw's Life.
And so it begins.
i had walked into a life that wasnt mine.
we stopped at boat quay and walked up this narrow,
dimlit stairway.. i could smell the smoke and loud music upstairs.
The door creeked open, revealing a huge cloud of toxic gases.
We placed our butts on the seats, ordered a jug of beer, played
free pool. i only had 1 mug and was about to die. He had 3.
The wasnt much happening here.
some guys singing, hitting on the waitresses.. yep.
So we were bored. or was it only me?
The beer was bitter, never did like tat shit.
"As time goes by, even the bitter beer tastes sweet." - Arron aw
He told me that i hvnt gone through enuff in life to understand
why pple drink beer and enjoy it. i gave it some thought for 1 minute and
realised how true it is.
But heck, we headed upstairs where the girls were friendlier(or were they just
drunk?) and the singing much better. Arron signal's to the girls and a bottle
of Martini ends up on the table. Ice, greentea and 2 cups.
hahaha Holy cow, the martini's definately not ma poison. wahahah
I drank pure greentea on the rocks muahaha with the excuse tat im
driving. hahhaha i never did know a bottle costs $150.
He played hand games with he girls, chatted them up, lost some won loads.
somehow i became the waiter filling up the cups as they drank up.
Ah.. finally $150 worth of martini down the girls' throats.
Had a packet of horfun before getting our asses outta there.
Drove his getz home and we watch soccer. lost one, won loads.
ahahahha fking rich shit. today he's supposed to be treating me to
dim sum. But its 12noon and he's still in bed.
Booze, soccer bets, girls, a car. what's missing? hahaha
i hope he wakes up soon. i am freaking bored.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 11:33:00 AM
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