1.) Couple gets together, Love each other to bits.
2.) Couple quarrel, breaks up.
3.) Both parties depressed. (i assume cos they still care for each other)
4.) Both parties have found new partners. (hugging..?!)
Thats pretty quick to fall in & outta love.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 4:49:00 PM
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Today's discussion was a flop. hahaha no offence boss* Due to unforseen circumstances, my boss didnt have the mood to draw out the business plan. All we did was eat, dream of ideas and shop for books at wheeeeelock.
Im not a bookworm so, left him with the browsing.
What i had at the end of the day was.. "Hey maybe we can actually plan weddings!"
Why not? i've heard of couples always complaining how stressed out life is during the planning of weddings! And can even surprise them with special programs during the dinner or stuff i guess.
Always being pesimisstic, i fear failure and create all sorts of problems for myself.
For now, i have to study for my mid semesters. i hope.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 4:39:00 PM
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
Strange as it may seem, i always lose my zeal to study when exams draw near. Oh yes, once in a blue moon i DO have the mood to study. hahaha
Why does the school have to organize a photo competition 1 week before the exams?!
Bah. that's just a lame excuse.
I have nothing to show for, after all these years.
Failure.
Come tmr, My dear sergeant Heng will be presenting his Event management proposal to me. I am quite skeptical abt it as of now. heheheh
"On somedays, i feel like the fish that got away...
i've been on the engineered track for as long as i can remember, graduating with a degree in com engineering from NUS in 2002. i pretty much followed where the tracks led to, never questioning.
There is nothing happier than laying your own tracks, guiding your own destination. it is so simple i almost missed it. Taking charge of what i wanted, i entered the arts after graduation. i'm the fortunate few that got away from the system.
Happiness is not dreading to wake up every morning.
........"
Kinda shocked when i read this. How many millions are dreading to wake up every morning and yet claim they are happy?
I am following the tracks of life. Not mine.
I can never do that.
Too scared of everything. what if? what if?
hahaha Just get a job, a family and die la. tink so much for what.
"You selfish bastards. If she were your younger sister, or your girlfriend, would you do the same and encourage her to keep stripping for free? Tell me in the face YES, and I accept your excuse that it is for "art". Art my ass.
Pigs. Men. I look down on all of you there.
Why do I not see guys saying that her behaviour is something shameless and cheap? I would have respected the solitary guy that told the facts as clearly as the emperor is naked. It is. It is no glorious act to peel off your straps in a room, press your breasts against an attached man, and allow the world to take photos. I do not think it is the right behaviour, but why isn't anyone agreeing with me? What are your breasts, a blonde joke to make everyone's head swivel to your direction?
It isn't art, certainly. It isn't fun. It isn't funny either."
Im quite sure that there are plenty of men out there that do not approve of the SPG's actions. I am, for one. I've seen her pictures and honestly they arent the best i've seen. Makeup was horrible, hair absolutely messy.. Im not up to the standard to comment abt lightings, so ya.
Now, Art. i aint a arty person but there are quite a handful of people that are into Nude photography? Offstone Its a photographic forum that allows some extent of nudity. You gotta give the benefit of the doubt that those that encourage her are genuinely for art?
My take, i think the pictures were absolutely horrendous. But its her blog, her life. Just like xiaxue, her life, her blog.
Why am i even typing this? shit man too bored at home.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 4:49:00 PM
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[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:59:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
*picture removed* Crystal jade breakfast for two: $19.98
Taxi fare: $10.20
Quality time spent: Priceless
For everything else, there's peanuts.
Complaint for the day. As follows, I asked my maid in a nice decent tone(i was never rude to her) that if she could cook porridge for my lunch. Her reply was that she had lotsa stuff to do and asked me to cook noodles myself. Left with no other option, i whipped up some spicy tomyam instant noodles. i wasnt exactly pissed off, it wasnt a big deal.
then the phone rang. There was a indian lady's voice on the other line. me: "hello?" Lady: "er... helloo helloo.." My maid picks up the phone from upstairs *very messy three way conversation* Thinking my maid answered the call, i hung up.
a few mins later, my maid stomps down and barks "if emergency or anything how? you just cut my phone ... (alot of gabra crapo dun understand a thing)... !!!! " Wow. like wad e fuck? did she just scold me? hahahahhahahah omgggggg
me: "i tot u talking so i put down la." maid: " I DUNNO AH! SOMETHING HAPPEN!"
is this miscommunication or wad? being pissed off in your own home. hahah what more can you ask for.