Honey you are a rock Upon which I stand.. And I come here to talk I hope you understand..
That green eyes, Yeah the spotlight shines upon you And how could anybody deny you I came here with a load And it feels so much lighter Now I met you And honey you should know That I could never go on without you..
Coldplay - green eyes
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:27:00 AM
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Leaving on jet plane Well, im flying off to Perth this evening. seriously, my excitement for everything has taken a sudden plunge.
i still havent packed my bags.
i couldnt sleep again.
Insomnia? dont tink so. just stuff boggling in my pathetic mind all e time. i just cant sleep well these days. woke up at 5am and lay in bed waiting for e rest of the world to rise up from e dead.
The occasional deep breaths followed by a long slow sigh.
Why? so many questions and NO answers. Questions that should be asked but turned away. Feelings that exist but pushed away. Nothing's gonna happen if Nothing's said. Nothing's gonna happen if nothing's done.
Well, i guess that's how life should be.
I say; FIGHT FOR FREEDOM.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:00:00 AM
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Friday, May 27, 2005
Today's outing to OCH wasnt a particularly enjoying experience. i dont know why. just didnt click with e other 2 guys.
i hate it when pple go for outings and dont shoot. dont understand their purpose of being there.
and fucking photoshops are pricing scanning of negatives into CDs at $14 per roll. like wtf?
FUCKERS WHO VISIT THE ESPLANADE there was this art piece of 4 books under 4 light bulbs. its reads "read under the light."
i took a closer look and found millions of initials by various pple. many stupid and brainless messages as well, such as "i love so and so.." or "im a nazi supporter!!!"
somehow it came to me tat this was definately not art. i peered into e other books and found a notice on e first book. it reads: THIS ART PIECE HAS BEEN VANDALISED AND IS BEYOND REPAIR. omg. if u hv e time, pls go look at the horrific things singaporeans can do. fuck. i feel like writing in to the TODAY newspaper!!! its exactly like what u hv at e popular bookstore where pple test out their pens!
I am so disgusted at this, tat i am ashamed to hv even flipped through it.
jus when i was about to puke, a JC couple walked up to e art piece and said "wow! can sign here!" *whips out a huge pencil case *
"eh use pen or highlighter better har?"
omg. i direct them to e partially vandalised notice.
they walk off.
what's with singapore?
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:16:00 PM
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
loads of mixed feelings of late. excited to set foot in aussie land but hate to leave my dear gal behind.
Restrictions restrictions! always limited to an hr or so. No dinner together for tmr, so i guess less than an hr. im going crazy.
really dont feel like going out tmr anymore. zzz the plan's to go to Old changi hospital for a shoot. nvr been there, dont know wad's there. so early, so far. sian.
Really sian.
You're my everything. and i mean everything. on top of everything. and i mean mount everest.
"i say im gonna buy a gun and start a war... if you can tell me something worth fighting for..."
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:20:00 PM
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to buy or not to buy?????
hahaha i got a itchy backside
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 12:39:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
It is done. As of today, my misery has ended. On my last day of attachment, i opened my mouth and found out tat one of e NTU students there has a $7k camera. total spent on photography, more than $20k.
he's e president of e NTU photography club. gosh. hahah
buried treasure!
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 7:18:00 PM
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Monday, May 23, 2005
THIS PIC IS DEDICATED TO MY BRAUDER JEREMY HENG HIA DI. BECAUSE I CANNOT CELEBRATE HIS BDAY WITH HIM. HOPE U BUY MY PICTURE FOR $200 USD. THANK YOU. :D :D
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:07:00 PM
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My favourite dish - fried baby squid :Þ
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 4:23:00 PM
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
Had a superb dinner at Punggol marina club! seafood was delicious, combined with e fantastic ambience of a small dock. sun was setting & the greeny around e place.. great stuff.