Saturday, January 31, 2004
went to the home of the severly disable today..
kinda shocking experience for me..
didnt wanna go near any of them at the start..
Everyone there's wheelchaired bound or bed ridden
but there's this couple tat amazed me.
they got married in tat home despite their difficulties
17years ago!
i really marvel how they still find the drive to live.
there's this guy who was a painter, but fell off a ladder
and he nvr walked again..
still, he paints, does handicrafts to sell! not bad workmanship
i'd say
nxt mth again? hesitant..
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 11:40:00 PM
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Friday, January 30, 2004
i was reading this book on homosexuality..
there was this part " what is a friend to do?"
i realised i was wrong.
yes, my resolution is to be a better
man. but i am sinful and not perfect.
there was this paragraph
"Do not treat these pple with disgust or
as an eyesore, for your sin is none better
than theirs."
i really feel a burden to help.
but i couldnt help feeling bad when he touched
me! but nevertheless, he is still my friend.
i pray that we will realise how sinful we really are.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:58:00 PM
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Thursday, January 29, 2004
you know, i really believe that some pple on
earth just just PLAIN STUPID.
here's e story, im supposed to co-plan a outing
to a park. called up all e pple who are supposed to
go, but seems only abt 6 are free.
so its quite obvious tat i hv to cancel it.
sms-ed everyone to inform them.
when i came online, this guy told me..
"eh why cancel?"
"only 6 pple free wad"
"can wad. still can go."
"go and do wad?"
"last time we also go, so little pple"
"wad's there in a park?! name me smth to do there"
"i dunno but im sure there's smth interesting to do."
WTF U WANNA PISS ME OFF!?!?! of cos u'll say all these
kinda crappy shit! YOU'RE NOT THE ONE ORGANISING!!!!
bleah im a stupid fark anyway.
they gave me a job without asking
and i just kept quiet.
isnt tat fun.
bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 8:42:00 PM
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Monday, January 26, 2004
"Tell me, why do you think Homosexuality is wrong?"
"it aint natural!!!"
"if a guy can love a gal, why cant a guy love another guy the same way?
both are still humans!"
"but where is your relationship gonna go? no kids? no family?"
"do you mean you love someone to have children?"
".... "
i give up. i really do.
why does he keep persisting on going aganist ..
aganist.. THE RIGHT WAY!
dont ask me why it is right.
ask your parents.
dont tell me you hv 2 males/females as parents.
if you do,
your parents hv sinned greatly.
what kinda weird childhood would you hv to go through?!
im totally disgusted at the thought.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:40:00 PM
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
I try to help but yet i make things worse.
seems that he has taken a liking to me...
in a violent & absolutely disgusting way.
im gonna try to avoid him. yea.
sad way to lose a gd fran.
remain just as friends, you say?
i hope so. but it'll nvr be e same.
i feel so disgusted.
can you even imagine what goes through
his corrupt mind?
this has been bogging me down for days.
pray for this person. and all those that
"believe" they are homosexuals out there.
sometimes many know what is the right, correct
thing to do. but yet pple just block out or choose not
to think abt certain issues.
there's this quote "dont take life too seriously, or you'll be
stuck in it forever."
if life isnt to be taken seriously, what is?
what you believe?
what you want?
what you feel?
isnt it always about us?
self centered-ness?
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:46:00 PM
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yest, i had was down with a slight fever all of a sudden..
i could've sworn my head was like 20 cow's weight.
When i needed her most, she's always there.
Thanks so much gal.
after she left, i sunk into my bed, wearing my comfy
sweater and sleptt....
whoo! rained e wholeee day till this morn!
my angbao money's gonna be spent real soon. heh.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 9:23:00 AM
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