i couldnt believe it when i read it.
e person writing this email was totally different from
my brother!
e mail was filled with concern, care, affection.
showing his worry for e family, how much he missed home.
he said times were bad and if we couldnt cope, he would get a job there.
he has been going to church and accepted christ..
e word "pray" could be found throughout e email..
he has changed. changed so much tat im feeling weird.
to be honest, i've not missed him e least bit. no, i dont hate him.
he's my brother. it seems tat he's not been home for too long.
since NS, he's dissapeared from e hse. only comes back to sleep.
i guess my sis is feeling e same. my parents are e only ones who talk
abt him. when my bro calls back, i dunno what to say to him. seems i've
nothing much to say.
he said he cried while in church. and tat its been such a long time since he cried.
i've nvr seen him cry since primary sch.
even emailing him seems difficult. what do i say?
i feel like telling him im sorry.
im sorry for being such a lousy brother.
i am e kind of person where if ur outta sight for too
long, your outta my mind, i guess.
argh.
anyways. i bought my new fish. here it is.
pardon me for my crap cam.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 10:35:00 PM
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9th of may - freedom.
no more cleaning of dog crap.
seems a million miles away tho.
somebody save me.
[ Mosh the Toemato ] 11:15:00 PM
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